// Dreams …//

What if I start playing softball again for CCSF? Possibly transfer to graduate school with a division I league while doing research. And then maybe I’ll get really good and play for USA to compete in the Olympics. It could happen ..

I was good enough to be mentioned in the SF examiner, it’s not the SF chronicle but you know. I went 3-3 with a grand slam vs. Gal and was given the game ball by coach. alright, I kid, not about the grand slam but the SF chronicle part. anywho, But softball did make me happy.

I wanted to be a ballerina once. In the 8th grade an astronaut. Boy, then in high school I wanted to join the air force so I could fly.  

.. sometimes I can’t sleep at night because the potential for success is just as great as the potential for failure. oh yea, then there’s boy problems, which frankly, I just don’t anymore. And then wanting to buy my parents a phat house. 

But I have to believe dreams do come true. I just need to find it again.