You may call me Jill. I’m here because I’m miserable and need some serious motivation to lose last 15 pounds in about 2 months. I’m counting on you here, tumblr. I’m not looking for friends and I will not point you to my personal blog. You can still ask me questions if you wish to.Ultimate goal weight: 110lbs / 50kgCurrent stats: 04.14.2013: 125lbs, 5.6ft (57kg / 170 cm)Tumblr (3.0; @jillanne)http://jillanne.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5b680Rzp21qbqs2do1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://silentmight.tumblr.com/post/24686659091/what-happened-i-wonder-if-our-past-selves-as-a" target="_blank">silentmight</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>What happened?</em><br/><br/>I wonder, if our past selves as a child were given a chance to have a glimpse of what they’d be in 10 years time, would they want to be an adult after all?<br/><br/>Children, don’t grow up too fast.<br/>Even if you may or may not have a lot, or come from different walks of life: Enjoy all the time you have, embrace, laugh, love, before all of that is taken away from you.<br/><br/>I guess if I met my younger self, she would be very disappointed.<br/><strike>(I don’t know how to draw anything happy anymore)</strike></p> </blockquote>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48291223193http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48291223193Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:33:52 -0400personal<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/48c5c1cb0dadfc302bc0c177b8a278e5/tumblr_mlgmfzkjr21s3go9lo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48291031894http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48291031894Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:30:35 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e22b80cc6415e648cf1a540602bc4a77/tumblr_mg1x4v6CnW1rr0bkio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://adoringlana.tumblr.com/post/39563669709/we-have-nothing-to-lose-nothing-to-gain-nothing" target="_blank">adoringlana</a>:</p> <blockquote> <div> <blockquote> <p><span><code> We have nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore – except to make our lives into a work of art. </code></span></p> </blockquote> </div> </blockquote>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290956588http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290956588Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:29:16 -0400Lana Del Rey<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/32113751d2f0a4f83d76df2a7d42cc06/tumblr_mlglymZbqy1rp4nc7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290478855http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290478855Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:21:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/df49689f899f5ec27021d7782bb3c697/tumblr_mlgnkchuJ01s7mi0no1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fight2-finish.tumblr.com/post/48286361714/this-week-has-been-one-long-binge-im-going-to" target="_blank">fight2-finish</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>This week has been one long binge. I’m going to start a fruit and veggie diet next week. Why am I such a failure?</p> </blockquote>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290325582http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290325582Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:18:17 -0400My sister: Don't you eat your breakfast?<br /> Me: No, I'll eat at school<br /> <br /> *at school*<br /> Friends: Don't you eat something?<br /> Me: No, I'm not hungry, I eat at home.<br /> <br /> *back from school*<br /> Sister: Why don't you eat?<br /> Me: I had a big meal at school...http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290254778http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290254778Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:17:03 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9133a77ee36b8823942f0be733e5e3cc/tumblr_mlgqk4YIHm1rckj4so1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290164645http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290164645Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:15:28 -0400<p><strong>food log: 04.18.2013 Day #4</strong></p> <ul><li>binge binge binge binge binge</li> </ul><p>apparently I&#8217;m no good with low calorie diets&#8230; Don&#8217;t know how much longer I can take it.</p>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290098512http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48290098512Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:14:17 -0400food logdiet<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4fa06bdd195aa9ff4c94c990339aed90/tumblr_mlf34f4uqH1s67tv3o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48222187277http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48222187277Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:53:58 -0400the ugly sisterthe hated childthe girl that will never be good enoughpersonal<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3006244e99d29c938cbab687560422ae/tumblr_mlf2q9i4kS1rhhp96o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48221470602http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48221470602Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:44:31 -0400personal<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a79adfca6d35aac5b9d0713ad74ebee4/tumblr_mlcqenMD6f1r0jek9o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48221009562http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48221009562Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:38:29 -0400Laurie HoldenTWDpersonal<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ae12f2d946cf3d89c0e849525224bd8b/tumblr_mleqxf7tpE1rmdznto1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://nerdyvikinggirl.tumblr.com/post/48205552472/http-whrt-it-10gldel" target="_blank">nerdyvikinggirl</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Her body is perfect</p> </blockquote>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220901993http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220901993Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:37:04 -0400Lauren CohaninspirationI need this swimsuit<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6dbb9651e5702fa924a4b3ae5165614d/tumblr_mlf2ge7hL61rvyubjo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220796706http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220796706Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:35:40 -0400personal<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/54557f04bb6d4c59e5796f0560cb5b51/tumblr_mlf1vzo5uZ1rlvogho1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://littlegirlsthings.tumblr.com/post/48219756577/shes-so-perfect" target="_blank">littlegirlsthings</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>She’s so perfect.</p> </blockquote>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220676935http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220676935Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:34:04 -0400Lana Del Reydiva<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/61ae922a9293e4d4a1324b2196e2fc15/tumblr_mlf1yvve5M1ro0o6eo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220653325http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220653325Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:33:44 -0400fucking crazybut at least I'm freeLana Del ReyRide<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1b953cadb66d6be49182716d7eb2f4a1/tumblr_mlbe9taB6z1s95btmo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://jilsanderson.tumblr.com/post/48064495054/liu-wen-for-antidote-magazine-4-the-animal-issue" target="_blank">jilsanderson</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><strong>Liu Wen</strong> for <em>Antidote</em> magazine #4 <em>The Animal Issue</em> captured by <strong>Txema Yeste</strong></p> </blockquote>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220598744http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220598744Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:33:01 -0400Liu Wen<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/61beaa2195a6dfb3fd4db3165651cc93/tumblr_mlf1oiEPoZ1qcu0cno1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220327993http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48220327993Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:29:27 -0400dream absinspiration<p>So today I was eating this sandwich when my mom told me that I should probably stop now. My father interrupted her and told her to just take a look how skinny I got which, obviously, was only supposed to make me feel better, but it still made me happy. I tried joking about it, &#8216;see, all the starving finally pays off&#8217; (for the records no, I am not starving, I&#8217;m just trying to stick to a low calorie diet) to which my mother replied &#8216;well, I can&#8217;t really see anything.&#8217; Wish I could die.</p>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48219479997http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48219479997Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:18:00 -0400I'm afraid to weigh myself on Saturdaywhat if there's really no effectpersonaldietweight<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/abac28160ff363dc1c1670a300a5eebf/tumblr_mlcxtxySiY1rnihuso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48218840907http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48218840907Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:09:18 -0400Olivia Wildeinspiration<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5c00f02ab131f3f8cecc9502e1a891e8/tumblr_mkxaweJI3U1s9ebfjo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48218826045http://jillanne.tumblr.com/post/48218826045Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:09:07 -0400Miranda Kerrinspiration